Evolution

12 am in the morning and I am still awake. That is new for me. I am usually in bed by 10:45 everyday. Guess that would be the first evolution.
Anyways, to begin with, the other day I was thinking about the various stages of my romances(myself being a narcissist, do not have anything else to think about). Back in the good old school days, being averse to peer pressure and social acceptance, you just liked a person and begin to think that is true love. :)
You then graduate to the next level, taking up all the pressures that you could possibly conceive, when all your friends have girl friends(not knowing what a girl friend/boy friend means), and then starts dating girls. Once you are done with all the blatant lies and kiss and break ups, you start contemplating the true meaning of being in a relationship and fail to understand the same. That is when you start realising, in that really small brain of yours, that dating was much better than being in any sort of relationship and go about doing what you think is right, no matter how much you are wrong. In between all that you do some two timing, face some two timing, only to fathom that this is all part of the new dating rules :)Once you are done with that also, you spend time analyzing all the mistakes that you have done and try in vain to redeem yourself. But that never happens, unfortunately for few and fortunately for many. This cycle goes no, as long as one wants, and when you finally decide that you have had it (which is usually when you find someone to spend the life with), you give up on all your stupidity and stand up for what you are. Then, again you like someone, and then fall in love and that is it then :)